happy b day dad. i miss you.

i hate

-hearing my best friend cry on the phone.
-how i attached im getting to certain people.
-how my former best friend is still dating that s1lly hoe.
-how this gherl is flirting with every guy around
-how the same gherl smells like sh1t after a tuesday practice.
-how choir is coming out for me.
-when she doesnt text back and leaves me hanging till the next day. lmao.
-how i dont have a lot to say anymore.

soo i got (a)

-homecoming date named l1dia. :]
-best friend named ashley
-harmonizing hom1es in choir,,
-plans to go to knotts scary farm!
-a twin that i chill with after schoo!
-a mom that i love, and sis that i care about.
-a buck family bbygrillz, bbyjay, iceybryceytwinzors. dont even know bryce's name! HAHA. that we just made up for laughz.
-chill classes.
-chill people.

hii, junior year.

blaaah

im sprunng, ooh she got me.. doing things id never do.. :[

off to school soon.

-drama in roc.
-cutie winning my heart.
-black people in roc are pretty chill
-hahaha..

word.

CHANGES

.id love to go back to when we played as kids, but things change. That's the way it is.

"people change, everyday. change like you, we've got all the time in the world. people cry, all the time. cry like me..."

fuck this repetitive shiiiie.
well, is this just a blur in my life or are we all just changing for the worse? hopefully not,, of course not. denial is a big thing that takes time.. takes time to loosen yourself from submission. we're all at fault at one point in our life. some just never admit, yet we all just seem to please ourselves rather than each other. but at the same time we show our inconsiderate sides by the desire to only gladden ourselves.

i bet you think this song is about you!
hopefully YOUNG AMERICANs dont get entangled into this phase. dont sell out, steven. :[
iff anythingg,, check your privileges.. homie!

friday was pretty fun. i went to 1st period and then i checked in with 2nd period. i told him that im helping out with the annual welcome back assembly. anyways, turns out that ivy and lidia's class is right next to mine so i met them by my teachers door coincidentally. ahh.. haha, i have a strange attraction towards ivy. we bump hips and dance in our show choir number. AHA.. we walked to my locker to get TJ's purple shirts. we ended up practicing with the whole choir excluding gary, tj, and debra because they had to take a test for 2nd period. after that,, we went back to the choir room to chill. all the guys were having a dance sesh in the class. AHA.. i came in with some buck stomps and arm swings. then i left to go talk to lidia and ericka. so 2nd period ended and soo all of us started walking towards the stadium. i ended up sitting next to lidia and erica! hahaha,, soo cool. well i was talking to lidia mostly. umm so the hosts of the assembly introduced INFUSION show choir so we all ran up to the middle of the field.
it was hella hard to dance because the beats of the song were being repeated by an echo in the distance. i felt like i was dancing off beat. shit was weirddd,, but i heard LOUD ass people yelling my name. LOOOL! turns out that it was melissa, jeanelle, jennifer, daniela, and some other people. theyre so loudd because the music playing was like blasting in our ears. ohh and alyssa was behind the posters cheering for me HAHAHA.. shit was tripping me out while i was dancing.. i was like WTF.. who is that?!
it was funn, i talked to lidia during the rest of the rest of the assembly. well i love doing our annual welcome back assembly performance.. i get so amped by the audience. :]
anyways,, yeaah.. school was whatevers.
i hung out with bryan later on in the evening. we went to judys house.. to just lay around and talk.
things are changing.. im changing,, people are changing. im getting irritated easily by little things.. iono whats wrong w me. but damnn, i dont want things to change past this point.

good morning early september. school is pretty swell.. to tell you the truth. the only class i really dont like is 2nd period US history because its hella boring but i actually like algebra 2 better than US history. Stuart is hella funny in class.. and i crack some funnies too so i have a splendid time x]

lmao.

so 3rd period.. bryan started apologizing to me saying "sorry i talk a lot of shit.."
and i just looked at him and shrugged. its really not my problem anymore, but more of his. youu know.. DGAF! all day everyday.
i really dont like 4th period which is ACAPELLA.. another choir class. i would drop it but its barely the beginning of the year and we're just learning new things. maybe when we start performing then hopefully ill have more fun. and plus im bass section leader x] which isnt a good title for me because i dont know how to play the piano. whatevers,, at least i can copy kristie's algebra 2 hw which is next period!

after school was pretty chill. i started hanging out w lidia and her friends.. who are pretty chill. didnt get their names though.. but still. then TJ came to our table.
we were pretending like we were selling tickets.. well i was at least. hella people were coming to our brown table thinking we were selling tickets to a show.
we took some pictures.. and then i went into the girls restroom with lidia so she could charge her phone. x] i didnt know that they had electrical outlets in there. thats pretty shwayze.
well yeah, we started taking pictures in there too. HAHA.. danng fun times with my favorite sophomore??
WELL iono,, kinda told her that shes my favorite sophomore putting aside ohjoy<3 and possibly rebecca. HAHA.. ohwellllls. i was just tryna flatter her!
well i basically chilled w/ lidia until back to school night started. i got a miss call from melissa and frank. i was like oh shit.. maybe theyre here to see my perform! :]]]
and they were.. so happy! HAHA.. but yeah,, fcking aye. <3
fcking frank kept making me laugh while i was dancing w/ show choir.
good stuff! :D

well afterwards, lidia asked me to come with her to her locker.. so i was like forsure! on the way,, we encountered her mom.. i shouldve introduced myself -_____- didnt mean to come off all rude. i just didnt think of it at the time. and plus the rowland regiment band was playing.. but i said "hi" to her.
and then i asked one of the girls wearing an "ASK ME" shirt where she got her shirts. and she was all like... in the ASB office.. sadly i cant get one.. looks pretty leg1t. turns out that the girl was the infamous SACHI KAWACHI girl that beat out rebecca and joy for ASB president of 2011.

well yeah,, afterwards.. i introduced lidia to frank, cindy, and melissa. HAHA.. damnn cindy gave her a b1tch face.. forreals. i think cindy doesnt like her.. but oh wells. thats her problem. then she went home w/ her mom and me and frank walked to my locker. on the way, i said hi to sachi kawachi and her cutie friend. and asked if we could take a picture with her on her laptop but she said "NO" LOLLLLL. fckk me and frank got rejected. well i think it wasnt her laptop anyways. ALL GOOD though. i dont give a fck.
then we ate ate saigon noodle house in DB and went to rowland park and just chilled.
saiid wsupp to richard and my cousin.. richards hair grew so long O.O
he hasnt seem me since 1st semester of last year.

today was a chillday<3

happy september..!

damnn so.. crashing your mom's car pretty much sucks. losing trust sucks even more. oh wells.. i guess ill just have to earn it back the way my sister has w/ my mom millions of times.

well damnn, iono life is just whatevers for now. i gotta admit that it was perfect a week ago.. but shit happens and things changed yafeel? :]
whatevers,, as much as id like, i cant change the past. i can only learn from my mistakes for now and apply it to my future.
so ummmms.. im not really talking to crisselle as much. leanne is dating ray.. EHHHHH HAHA. okay so.. i ended up 3rd wheeling it with leanne and ray. fck that shit.. two freshmens.. flirting. fcking aye! not the best time to be third wheeling. well yeah, leanne had like last minute turn offs (attractions) so i wasnt feeling her like last minute.
but forrrrreals.. this is how it happened.. so tj, mervyn, and all the other choir guys invited me to go eat at guppis' tea house thinking that i still had a car -____-
so i told them that i had no car and they were like WTFF.. all tripping ahaha.. so we ended up walking down otterbein. so we decided to walk towards colima burger.. where i crashed my mom's car :[ . anyways.. i was walking behind the group talking to leanne.. slowly falling behind the others. and so shes like "heey alfie lets go to dolphin bay" and i was like "sure". but this other guy came too soo later i found out that they're dating.. so i was like WTFFFF third wheel status. fck that shit. so i was all calling up TJ and telling him to go to rowland park because i was "third wheel". and yeahh, now the choir guys call me third wheel :[ fcking aye! AHA.. well its whatevers now..
so today i chilled w gary and zach after school. then i walked home w/ rebecca san.. sun**.
then zach and gary picked me up to go to starbucks.. then they dropped me off.
danng iono.. junior year is chill for now. im scared of the work. haha.. I LOVE MY CLASSES. SO FUN..

well peaceeaaaasy!