late by a day. happy fathers day.

reflection eternal - nujabes

im feeling a bit off nowadays.. i already know wsup with myself and what i have to do to make myself happy again.
still missing you.. blah.
i was going through my old stuff and i read this letter than my parents wrote me while i was on a retreat.. the first and last retreat that i went to.. which i totally didnt take into consideration. my mistake.
they asked "what if the person that you love disappeared right before you and you didnt tell them that you loved them.." of course i thought about my dad because of our lack of communication.
sorry dad! this still haunts me to this day.. heh. hope youre having a good one up there.

wishing for better days,
alfred..