hi wednesday. today was whatevers. nothing too big but it wasnt all that boring.

i drove too school again. im getting hella lazy.. aha. well today ive established the fact that my classes are pretty chill despite the work. i actually like the people in my classes this year. all the other years, ive had different people in my classes that i wasnt really familiar with.

1st period - we watched "the safety precautions of a lab" or some shit. its like my 4th time watching it.. it gets pretty repetitive in each science class. i talked with lucy, melody, mia, and jennie ho? aka TH thunder thighs?! x] as eyenn would say..

2nd period - i had to copy down each and every state of the US with the additional information on the side. it kept me busy, i have to admit. the period went by pretty fast.

3rd period - hw day in choir!! fun shit. gary and i filled out "secret singer" forms together. secret singer is basically like secret santa.
so lidia kept taking my paper and filling out spots for me like under "who are your close friends in choir?" she put her name.. lidia♥ . HAHA,, shes such a dork.. im not even that close with her but its starting to seem that way.. :] along with leanne and possibly TJ but ive always been pretty chill with him. fck that drama shit!
and under favorite color i put "the color of lidias pants. think hard! aug 27th o8." HA! soo iono if they caught the color of her pants or not. hehe..
our hw table basically consisted of all the filipinos of choir.. or most of them.
tj, lidia, leanne, and ericka. mervyn came later.. and yeah!
ericka promised that she would sing to me on my b day which was like june 25th.. and that shit passed a long time ago x]
HAHA,, so i was all bugging her.

4th period - it was whatevers. nothing really to talk about.

5th period - alg. 2 was pretty boring too. im gonna meet victoria tomorrow.. because shes crisselle's friend and victoria said she doesnt know anyone in that class. we took a placement test.. so boring. i hate placement tests..

lunch - chilled with jeanelle because she wanted to walk around but i had a sectional for choir. so we walked over there and i left her.. hahaha. i guess we're chilling tomorrow? i havent chilled with jeanelle since freshman year. after lunch.. i walked with daniela to french class.. and lidia called me over to her just so she can play with my hair. danng maan.. i looked all whipped. and iono some how hella people that i knew started surrounding me and started playing with my hair. haha,, i lost daniela for like 20 seconds.

6th period - daniela sits across the room from me in french class which is pretty gay. the class consists of a bunch of freshman which are unfortunately pretty immature. like not even on my immaturity level.. so their jokes are pretty lame. haha.. so most of the period i was like flirting with daniela from across the room. LMAO.. i was like holding up the V (vagina) sign and pretending to eat it out. then i was all biting my lips and and rolling my eyes back.. dude the teacher saw me too. lmao.. and everyone around me was confused. but yeah,, fun day.

7th period - pretty chill! i talked with vincent, kristine, aaron.. then i started talking with michele, jennifer, and sue! michele was all like "sue you have a big ass" and then fcking sue was all trying to tease me like "do you think i have a big ass? do you like that?" ehh hahaha, i was answering all nonchalantly like "ehh yeah you have a big ass.. umm its not that sexy". yeah, she has [cellulite] pretty sick if you ask me. i started talking with lucy and the other cute cholah. i forget her name. hahaha,, damn i think my teacher picks on me too much. shes a tilf though so i kind of enjoy it. LMAO!! k, yeah..

then i took home leanne after school and i chilled with eyenn for a second. it looked like bryan wanted to come along because of leanne but i was like "ehh im taking her home" and he looked all relieved. -____-
whatever.
overall, today was a good day.

hi blogspot.

tell me why i question and bryans friendship a lot? he gets so annoying sometimes and hes hella awkward.

but whatevers,, ill update this.
lidia is hella cutee! she always comes up to me in the choir room and bugs me but she acts all cute w/ it. :[
such a cutie.
anyways, i chilled with leanne today.. leanne is like bffs with lidia.. so yeah. its crazy because she started opening up to me and started telling me everything.. like problems, family etc.
i told her that i care about her and yeah,, pretty awkward but pretty cool. i love getting to know people. i kept calling her cute.. haha x]
but she really is.. even though im not into a lot of filipinos.
but yeahh, im tryna chill this week since i have a car. :]

day 2. school is tomorrow. heads up everyone x]

today was pretty wasteful; it being the last day of summer o8. i asked frank if he wanted to go to a party but we ended up not going because we were both lazy. HAHA.. well actually i went later at night and yeah. now im kind of here just blogging before school starts.

my grandpa isnt in a stable condition right now.. i talked to him today and he sounded extremely weak to the point where he was gasping for air and i could barely make out his words over the phone. the people that are handling his health say that he only has two months to live.. blah, i can only ask for a miracle. i shouldve went to church today, but i got lazy. i have this urge to go back, but my mom never accompanies me. therefore, i dont have a ride every sunday. hes the only grandfather ive had in my life, since my dad's father past away before i was born. sad to say that my children will experience the same situation when theyre born. oh well.. i miss you dad.

well the girl scene is chill i mean.. knowing that theres a girl that i can talk to every night is relaxing. i cant say that im entirely "feeling" this girl but damnn, shes slowly winning over the other thoughts in my head.
well, and i dont want to be a rebound in my other friends situation.. although ive liked her for my entire sophomore year. i tell myself that im just wasting my time with her and id rather just be a close friend at bay. its weird, how i can spend a whole year liking this girl and when im actually talking talking.. we're talking as just friends.. thats my mind set although im not sure if im leading her on. oh well, for her.

im completely bald with a little mohawk running down the equator of my head. HA,, well.. hopefully it'll grow fast because im not really feeling it. my friend itchy cut it way too short this morning. i ended up paying him 7 dollars and tipping him 3 dollars so 10 in total. damnn the cut took like 2 hours.

well im getting tired now,, i gotta pick up jj in the morning and show frank around rowland. im going to walnut tomorrow :]

peaceeeasy, lemonsqueezy.

hi blogspot.
first post right now..

so today was okay. i was with frank mostly. we picked up melissa in 2 seperate cars. i parked my car at home and we took frank's car to the concert in chino hills. surprisingly i saw 2 rowland people there; all the other people were typical looking filipinos that came for the AJ rafael concert. the ones that wear nikes and slim jeans. a lot of cuties there though, i must say!
we only stayed there for like an hour.. and frank dropped us both off. i called up bryan and i picked him at his house. prior to calling sonny, we tried calling steven because we were in the area. steven never gets to go out because of his strict parents. oh well, bryan and i headed to diamond plaza to meet up with sonny, daniel, and judy.
typical boring dinners.. i never eat.. and i think its hella boring. whatever,, i left early.

jj told me to make a blog so i did.. haha,, i love writing.

wsup life? im a junior. im not too crazed about this but im just a little disappointed on how poorly ive been doing in school for the past years. i used to exceed past everyones expectations back in elementary; but soon i realized that that was simple elementary work. i seem to doubt myself when it comes to school work. i wish i was as smart as my brother and be able to go to prestigious universities where famous icons go. but whatever, im not as smart as him but i can be as hardworking. i dont know how im gonna do this year, but im gonna try my hardest and not get lazy towards the end of the year.
this year will hopefully be swell for me since i finally have the support i need from my REAL family and the friends that ive neglected for 1 year.
the strength ill receive from my recently liberated dad and the courage that ill find in myself to actually do well this year.

hi school year, bye summer o8'.