day 2. school is tomorrow. heads up everyone x]

today was pretty wasteful; it being the last day of summer o8. i asked frank if he wanted to go to a party but we ended up not going because we were both lazy. HAHA.. well actually i went later at night and yeah. now im kind of here just blogging before school starts.

my grandpa isnt in a stable condition right now.. i talked to him today and he sounded extremely weak to the point where he was gasping for air and i could barely make out his words over the phone. the people that are handling his health say that he only has two months to live.. blah, i can only ask for a miracle. i shouldve went to church today, but i got lazy. i have this urge to go back, but my mom never accompanies me. therefore, i dont have a ride every sunday. hes the only grandfather ive had in my life, since my dad's father past away before i was born. sad to say that my children will experience the same situation when theyre born. oh well.. i miss you dad.

well the girl scene is chill i mean.. knowing that theres a girl that i can talk to every night is relaxing. i cant say that im entirely "feeling" this girl but damnn, shes slowly winning over the other thoughts in my head.
well, and i dont want to be a rebound in my other friends situation.. although ive liked her for my entire sophomore year. i tell myself that im just wasting my time with her and id rather just be a close friend at bay. its weird, how i can spend a whole year liking this girl and when im actually talking talking.. we're talking as just friends.. thats my mind set although im not sure if im leading her on. oh well, for her.

im completely bald with a little mohawk running down the equator of my head. HA,, well.. hopefully it'll grow fast because im not really feeling it. my friend itchy cut it way too short this morning. i ended up paying him 7 dollars and tipping him 3 dollars so 10 in total. damnn the cut took like 2 hours.

well im getting tired now,, i gotta pick up jj in the morning and show frank around rowland. im going to walnut tomorrow :]

peaceeeasy, lemonsqueezy.