dear ashley,
hi, bestie. tehehe.
today was fine until lunch when i suddenly became weak all over my body. i think i was just lacking rest, but thats like the weakest ive ever been at school. i dragged myself to 6th period getting daniela's stuff from my locker. after french, i had to take an english benchmark -________- . that drained so much out of me; luckily it was multiple choice.
sonny called me during class so i got all excited thinking him and steven were visiting but i guess not. i texted him and he texted back saying that he wanted to say "hi". they always pull that sh1t on me. oh wells, i understand that theyre busy all week. and last time i hung out with them, i was extremely gloomy.
well, i chilled with eyen and stupid nicole (vivian) after school for like a second. -____- nicole's friend was acting all comfortable with me and i was just like "wtf, i dont even know you". iono why, but i hate when people act all comfortable with me when they dont even know me.. but on the contrary im the guy that would go up to random people and act like i know them.
like how me and ashley walk through the hallways trying to see who knows more people. obviously me, but shes in denial. <3 EH, and i try to wave at random people to get extra popularity points. hella people wave at me like "wtf?" face expression. its actually entertaining.
well i went home.. and i ended up ordering pizza for me and the cousins. UMM so JENGA MASTER SAM calls me and im like why would she call me right now.. so i answer and jj is like "GET OF YOUR HOUSE NOW! DONT ASK QUESTIONS" LOL. silly jj<3
but yeah, frank, jj, samantha, and lauryn are like waiting outside my house. BLAH, and my house is hella ghetto. whatever, but everyone came rushing into my house! haha, so yeah.. i was just like EHH! but it was nice seeing my favorites from walnut. :]
so we talked.. JJ was all calling me "the biggest pussy" @ knotts scary farm. LOLLLL, which in fact he was the one that was squeezing the shit outta me and frank because he was so scared. &screaming like a little gherl. and gay ass frank was telling lauryn and sam how 20 YEAR OLD girls were all over me during the maze @ knotts scary farm. LMAO. he overexaggerated it so much. -__- they were like our age not 20! and only 2 were on me. they made it sound like a whole group of girls were holding me. and the pizza man came.. and i greeted him all awkwardly. LOL, and then he started flirting with lauryn and sam!
lauryn and sam = JJ's gherls.
Jeric Joel Devela (JJ) = pimp. its kind of a known fact. but yeaaaah,,
that was the highlight of my day.. even though they stayed for like 30 minutes.. haha, all good! i like surprise visits.
well solo day is tomorrow para choir!
i thought she knew - nsync?
no one - alicia keys?
haha, i hate my voice. :X
WELL BYE. :]
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
Monday, October 27, 2008
thoughts as of right now
i was hoping to live throughout a chill junior year, but here i am already stressing about chemistry and algebra 2. only if these two subjects would make more sense to me.
i wish everything was just second nature like the smart nerdy asian kids that sit to my right in algebra 2. oh wells, i dont mess with stereotypes. :]
haha,
but ahh, i desire a life that just flows like a tranquil river disregarding its surroundings -___- . but as of right now, its not. its something that i have to live through with many responsibilities to handle as well. soo shoot!
well peaceeasy. <3
i wish everything was just second nature like the smart nerdy asian kids that sit to my right in algebra 2. oh wells, i dont mess with stereotypes. :]
haha,
but ahh, i desire a life that just flows like a tranquil river disregarding its surroundings -___- . but as of right now, its not. its something that i have to live through with many responsibilities to handle as well. soo shoot!
well peaceeasy. <3
Oct. 27th, 2008
today i...
went to all my classes,
had a fire drill and hung out w/ erika, bryce, brittney, bbycece, and probably other people,
had my first tenor sectional learning tenor harmonies for christmas music,
i had most of my harmonies on lock compared to most of the other tenors which is pretty good for me only knowing bass harmonies :],
and the rest of the school day was a whatever. nothing too exciting!
i treated my cousin and my sister to ohana bbq. im hella full now :X
halloween is coming soon. :]
im not gna dress up but im down tooooo kick it! tehehe.
went to all my classes,
had a fire drill and hung out w/ erika, bryce, brittney, bbycece, and probably other people,
had my first tenor sectional learning tenor harmonies for christmas music,
i had most of my harmonies on lock compared to most of the other tenors which is pretty good for me only knowing bass harmonies :],
and the rest of the school day was a whatever. nothing too exciting!
i treated my cousin and my sister to ohana bbq. im hella full now :X
halloween is coming soon. :]
im not gna dress up but im down tooooo kick it! tehehe.
Sunday, October 26, 2008
touch a life performance
today started off the same way i start off every saturday. i usually wake up extra early breaking the teenager tradition of sleeping in on a saturday morning. even though i woke up extra early, i still didnt realize that Rowland was having it's annual parade: Buckboard Parade. I didnt hear shii from my house which is close to the busy street: Colima.
so i ended up not going to the chord group outing because the buses werent running. i found myself contemplating on the fact that the only people from the group were lidia, derek, mervyn, and TJ. And i wasn't trying to go on another date with lidia because shes probably gna get all freaked out and think i like her again. so i was very hesitant causing me to walk up and down otterbein trying to resolve my undecided conflict. i ended up asking a random person if the buses are running and he told me about the buckboard parade which i totally forgot about. thats when i realized that we had a parade this morning.. but real talk, the streets looked like nothing out of the unordinary.
it was a long day preparing for the touch a life performance. i ended up chilling with jovan, ej, bryan, tam, dj, and louis at in n out. jovan's car smelled like straight up bud.. haha, and he tried covering it up. i still noticed the distinct smell.
i arrived at the church at about 6:00. i sat next to erika during the performance.. and im really digging our friendship. :]
ahaha, im hella mean to her but then i always make up for it by hugging her or something else. damnn, iono she was all trying to hold my hand in church saying "warm my hands, theyre cold!" trying to lock a grip on my warm SOFT hands. HAHA, but i just looked at her all weird playing hard to get. well i brought the heat afterwards. :] lmao!
but i dont wna like a girl right now.. on the real.
sitting next to her and talking was probably the highlight of my day. i was kinda surprised of our performance today because i thought we would be extra shitty.. which all the choirs would beg to differ with us.
i ended up eating at dennys with a bunch of random people that i usually wouldnt hang out with. it was okay despite the fact that our bill was like 80 dollars and no one could pay it off.. and i only bought 2 drinks so i really had no responsibility to pay it. we also sang to the waiter "cmon everybody.." and i was so into it. lmao! i <3 our choir group this year.. we're pretty outgoing which makes life more fun. :]
WELL if either jj or frank is reading this.. i hope you guys arent fighting. :[
peaaaaaace out!
so i ended up not going to the chord group outing because the buses werent running. i found myself contemplating on the fact that the only people from the group were lidia, derek, mervyn, and TJ. And i wasn't trying to go on another date with lidia because shes probably gna get all freaked out and think i like her again. so i was very hesitant causing me to walk up and down otterbein trying to resolve my undecided conflict. i ended up asking a random person if the buses are running and he told me about the buckboard parade which i totally forgot about. thats when i realized that we had a parade this morning.. but real talk, the streets looked like nothing out of the unordinary.
it was a long day preparing for the touch a life performance. i ended up chilling with jovan, ej, bryan, tam, dj, and louis at in n out. jovan's car smelled like straight up bud.. haha, and he tried covering it up. i still noticed the distinct smell.
i arrived at the church at about 6:00. i sat next to erika during the performance.. and im really digging our friendship. :]
ahaha, im hella mean to her but then i always make up for it by hugging her or something else. damnn, iono she was all trying to hold my hand in church saying "warm my hands, theyre cold!" trying to lock a grip on my warm SOFT hands. HAHA, but i just looked at her all weird playing hard to get. well i brought the heat afterwards. :] lmao!
but i dont wna like a girl right now.. on the real.
sitting next to her and talking was probably the highlight of my day. i was kinda surprised of our performance today because i thought we would be extra shitty.. which all the choirs would beg to differ with us.
i ended up eating at dennys with a bunch of random people that i usually wouldnt hang out with. it was okay despite the fact that our bill was like 80 dollars and no one could pay it off.. and i only bought 2 drinks so i really had no responsibility to pay it. we also sang to the waiter "cmon everybody.." and i was so into it. lmao! i <3 our choir group this year.. we're pretty outgoing which makes life more fun. :]
WELL if either jj or frank is reading this.. i hope you guys arent fighting. :[
peaaaaaace out!
Saturday, October 25, 2008
chill friday!<3
i havent blogged in a while but damnn a lot has happened. let me recap real quicck!
homecoming - umm pretty okay for the most part. i danced with choir people and other girls besides my date. i went out of my way to bring out the car that night and my date didnt even want to take pictures or go do something fun. :[
she left me on the dance floor like 3 times to go text on her phone.. and i felt obligated to attend to her needs. i shoulda went stag. oh.. crisselle and lidia, my date, were wearing the same dress! what a coincidence. :D
i got bad vibes thinking that she was just avoiding me. well by the end of the night, i gave her a lion plushie that i bought while i was in philadelphia. ehh i call her "lidia the lion!" cause her last name is de leon.. and its quite similar. haha.. so i felt pretty dismal for the past 2 weeks. and to top that, i felt like shes been neglecting me ever since homecoming.
supp friday. :]
umm it was chill! i aced my vocab test.. like almost positive that i got a 100%. :D my english grade is slowly fluctuating from a C to a B-. :] im putting in work for my grades. all i have to do is do well in math and chemistry. fckk, junior year is getting stressful. blaah, well im gna stick to staying solo and just talking to cute gherls. im not gna try.. fck it. haha, ive got shit to worry about and gherls are the last thing im gna contemplate on. well me and lidia are talking now.. things are less awkward and we're actually acting the way that we did back in late august. kinda.. not entirely.
erika is fun to be with.. supposedly my siamese twin in the hallways. we're conjoined at the elbows.. HA. we basically kinda lean on each other while we walk so its kinda awkward getting by everyone. we got this love&hate thing going on. i wna do a duet with her on "the way i am" by ingrid michaelson. heh, i needa step up my singing.. and become a better soloist.
after school, i chilled w jeanelle for a quick second having to comfort her because of her boyfriend, reginator. danng, i hate seeing my closest friends down.. but sometimes i cant help but just be passive about it because im horrible with advice. after, i met up with halie, "girlfriend", and zach. we took home louis in halie's soccer mom van. :]
halie reminded me of how much i really miss the alumnis.. well i was in a for a treat, because a lot of the alumni were at the school. so we drove back to rowland to greet judy happy birthday and to see angel, steven, and sonny. they had little to say which upset me in a way because i think YOUNG AMERICANS changed them for the worst. oh wells, in time maybe ill see the same people i remember from my sophomore year. :[
after seussical practice, erika, bryan, rachel, and michiyo chilled in the parking lot. bryan and i sat and we listened to michiyo's cute vivid stories. i<3 her stories.. so perfect and imaginable.
erika and rachel went home.. and TJ came. i ended up going to the korean social for korean club w/ tj. i got free pizza and soda :D so bomb. the pizza was extra greasy though.. so i felt sick afterwards. Tj's gherl came and so i met up with michiyo and bryan leaving the two love birds alone. we listened to more of michiyos stories.. and about her arranged marriage and such.
basically i learned more about michiyo which was reallllly fun. iLove the way she is .. HAHA.
bryan, michiyo, and i bummed out at the school till like 8 o clock just sitting down. we had our head to head talks in a star formation.. star gazing on the grass. we talked about random things, which made time pass by in a heart beat. bryan and i decided that we want to meet her family because they seem so interesting / funny. michiyo left and me and bryan headed towards dolphin bay to eat ground pork over rice. i drank 2 milk teas which made me sick afterwards. we went to my house afterwards.. and watched friday night wrestling.. and then bryan watched youtube videos while i texted joy and lidia. i ended up falling asleep because i was so tired from my long day. then bryan woke me up to open the gate.. so i was alone so i called joy to ask her to join our choir and tease her a bit. lmao, shes funny..
umm and yeah, said g'night to everyone! &that was basically my day.
tomorrow, i might go to a chord group outing @ the mall consisting of lidia, tj, alexis, and erika! ehh, i hope its fun. :D
well, today was fun. i learned more about michiyo and how she reminisces about such vivid childhood memories. soo cute.. HAHA.
well she basically labeled me as a little brother that she never had. &she compared me to joseph, her younger brother who is basically a mute that never talks. aha, josephs tight though.
hi sister! :D she looks so scared.
homecoming - umm pretty okay for the most part. i danced with choir people and other girls besides my date. i went out of my way to bring out the car that night and my date didnt even want to take pictures or go do something fun. :[
she left me on the dance floor like 3 times to go text on her phone.. and i felt obligated to attend to her needs. i shoulda went stag. oh.. crisselle and lidia, my date, were wearing the same dress! what a coincidence. :D
i got bad vibes thinking that she was just avoiding me. well by the end of the night, i gave her a lion plushie that i bought while i was in philadelphia. ehh i call her "lidia the lion!" cause her last name is de leon.. and its quite similar. haha.. so i felt pretty dismal for the past 2 weeks. and to top that, i felt like shes been neglecting me ever since homecoming.
supp friday. :]
umm it was chill! i aced my vocab test.. like almost positive that i got a 100%. :D my english grade is slowly fluctuating from a C to a B-. :] im putting in work for my grades. all i have to do is do well in math and chemistry. fckk, junior year is getting stressful. blaah, well im gna stick to staying solo and just talking to cute gherls. im not gna try.. fck it. haha, ive got shit to worry about and gherls are the last thing im gna contemplate on. well me and lidia are talking now.. things are less awkward and we're actually acting the way that we did back in late august. kinda.. not entirely.
erika is fun to be with.. supposedly my siamese twin in the hallways. we're conjoined at the elbows.. HA. we basically kinda lean on each other while we walk so its kinda awkward getting by everyone. we got this love&hate thing going on. i wna do a duet with her on "the way i am" by ingrid michaelson. heh, i needa step up my singing.. and become a better soloist.
after school, i chilled w jeanelle for a quick second having to comfort her because of her boyfriend, reginator. danng, i hate seeing my closest friends down.. but sometimes i cant help but just be passive about it because im horrible with advice. after, i met up with halie, "girlfriend", and zach. we took home louis in halie's soccer mom van. :]
halie reminded me of how much i really miss the alumnis.. well i was in a for a treat, because a lot of the alumni were at the school. so we drove back to rowland to greet judy happy birthday and to see angel, steven, and sonny. they had little to say which upset me in a way because i think YOUNG AMERICANS changed them for the worst. oh wells, in time maybe ill see the same people i remember from my sophomore year. :[
after seussical practice, erika, bryan, rachel, and michiyo chilled in the parking lot. bryan and i sat and we listened to michiyo's cute vivid stories. i<3 her stories.. so perfect and imaginable.
erika and rachel went home.. and TJ came. i ended up going to the korean social for korean club w/ tj. i got free pizza and soda :D so bomb. the pizza was extra greasy though.. so i felt sick afterwards. Tj's gherl came and so i met up with michiyo and bryan leaving the two love birds alone. we listened to more of michiyos stories.. and about her arranged marriage and such.
basically i learned more about michiyo which was reallllly fun. iLove the way she is .. HAHA.
bryan, michiyo, and i bummed out at the school till like 8 o clock just sitting down. we had our head to head talks in a star formation.. star gazing on the grass. we talked about random things, which made time pass by in a heart beat. bryan and i decided that we want to meet her family because they seem so interesting / funny. michiyo left and me and bryan headed towards dolphin bay to eat ground pork over rice. i drank 2 milk teas which made me sick afterwards. we went to my house afterwards.. and watched friday night wrestling.. and then bryan watched youtube videos while i texted joy and lidia. i ended up falling asleep because i was so tired from my long day. then bryan woke me up to open the gate.. so i was alone so i called joy to ask her to join our choir and tease her a bit. lmao, shes funny..
umm and yeah, said g'night to everyone! &that was basically my day.
tomorrow, i might go to a chord group outing @ the mall consisting of lidia, tj, alexis, and erika! ehh, i hope its fun. :D
well, today was fun. i learned more about michiyo and how she reminisces about such vivid childhood memories. soo cute.. HAHA.
well she basically labeled me as a little brother that she never had. &she compared me to joseph, her younger brother who is basically a mute that never talks. aha, josephs tight though.
hi sister! :D she looks so scared.
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
hc was alright. my date left me like 5 times but i was like.. whatevers with it. she kept going back to the table and hella people were calling me a bad date. she looked so lonely. :[
fcking ayeeee, if i could i would talk to her and see whats on her mind. probably today @ practice ill ask.
damnn yesterday, i was bumming out sick. i hate being a bitch (emo) around school. and its some what obvious when im sad iono why.. but hella people were asking if i was "okay" and it got to th e point where i was annoyed by everyone's consideration.
i hope we can stay friends.
im sure i wont dwell on this forever. fccccck.
"pssh, please. dont even let her phase you." - cindyy :]
words of encouragement.. ayee.
fcking ayeeee, if i could i would talk to her and see whats on her mind. probably today @ practice ill ask.
damnn yesterday, i was bumming out sick. i hate being a bitch (emo) around school. and its some what obvious when im sad iono why.. but hella people were asking if i was "okay" and it got to th e point where i was annoyed by everyone's consideration.
i hope we can stay friends.
im sure i wont dwell on this forever. fccccck.
"pssh, please. dont even let her phase you." - cindyy :]
words of encouragement.. ayee.
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