hc was alright. my date left me like 5 times but i was like.. whatevers with it. she kept going back to the table and hella people were calling me a bad date. she looked so lonely. :[
fcking ayeeee, if i could i would talk to her and see whats on her mind. probably today @ practice ill ask.
damnn yesterday, i was bumming out sick. i hate being a bitch (emo) around school. and its some what obvious when im sad iono why.. but hella people were asking if i was "okay" and it got to th e point where i was annoyed by everyone's consideration.
i hope we can stay friends.
im sure i wont dwell on this forever. fccccck.

"pssh, please. dont even let her phase you." - cindyy :]

words of encouragement.. ayee.