saturday night / sunday morning!

she was like "did you just try to kiss me?"

&i was like "maaan HAILL NAWWW."

aha.. . .

summer so far!

well summer is halfway over . . . . and ihave one more week of summer school left.
ive been hanging out with sonny a lot since hes been gone for a year or so without keeping in contact. steven came back from germany and we still havent caught up but i really enjoy his company. justin is ballin and hes been spending a lot of money lately on clothes with me.
ive been coming home like at 5 in the morning every other day or so. i love driving on the freeway at night time. Nogales.60west.exitonhaciendablvd. / haciendablvd.60east.exitnogales.
well im done . .
anyways, the AA sale was pretty dope too. me and justin met Don who let us cut in line and yeah. he lives in huntington and hes part of kreative movement. i think its branched off kaba modern.. deng, thats highklass. i spent a bill at the sale.. it was so cheap. i cant wait to go back like in august. i needa get a job =\ afterwards, i went to justins' lolas house in la puente to celebrate his b day with his family. haha i like how justins mom introduces me as justins best friend. :] i dunno, life is pretty sweet.. i just wish i can enjoy it more instead of stressing over school and such.
im pretty content with everything.. i guess.. well i dunno im letting a lot of friends slip away from me. sadly, i would really want to repair everything that ive broken in the past. someone told me that i take everything upon myself and its never my fault.. but i dunno. i blame everything on myself most of the time just because i cant help it and i feel that way.
i cant help but feel like second rate, boyfriend number 2, rebound best friend, rebound plan. i feel like im not appreciated enough and that everything i do is taken for granted. im ready to just give up the dumb best friend title if anything cause i feel like it never really meant anything to you. im ready to give up the VP title because i dont know if it will work out during the year. oh well.. ill probably regret saying all this but this is just how i feel. sorry

until next time!

6/25 update

soo i didnt update for my birthday. it was quite fun! :]

i ended up driving to ashleys house around 12.. we talked and she gave me my present. haha.. shes funnnnnay.. she got me an oversized hat. hehehe.

to start off my early birthday morning, i spent it with (:<3 (haha im fcking lame)at some park in hacienda. it was like 2 o clock in the morning and some guy on a skateboard passed by us all fast. O.O a bunch of creepers at night. held hands @ walked around. haha.. went back into my car and talked .
went home to sleep for 2 hours before class started for me -_-
melissa, brenda, xuan, and clarisse starting singing happy birthday to me when i walked in late. ahhhhh awkward.
people started texting me around 11 haha.
i got out at 12:30 . . . and went straight to ashleys house. she blind folded me and started driving my car. i had no idea where we were going.. and i started getting car sick. she ended up bringing me to pathfinder park where everyone surprised me . :]
tehehe ashley is the best.
then later that night we went to eat pho.
best birthday .. pretty much even though im not really adding too much details.