well summer is halfway over . . . . and ihave one more week of summer school left.
ive been hanging out with sonny a lot since hes been gone for a year or so without keeping in contact. steven came back from germany and we still havent caught up but i really enjoy his company. justin is ballin and hes been spending a lot of money lately on clothes with me.
ive been coming home like at 5 in the morning every other day or so. i love driving on the freeway at night time. Nogales.60west.exitonhaciendablvd. / haciendablvd.60east.exitnogales.
well im done . .
anyways, the AA sale was pretty dope too. me and justin met Don who let us cut in line and yeah. he lives in huntington and hes part of kreative movement. i think its branched off kaba modern.. deng, thats highklass. i spent a bill at the sale.. it was so cheap. i cant wait to go back like in august. i needa get a job =\ afterwards, i went to justins' lolas house in la puente to celebrate his b day with his family. haha i like how justins mom introduces me as justins best friend. :] i dunno, life is pretty sweet.. i just wish i can enjoy it more instead of stressing over school and such.
im pretty content with everything.. i guess.. well i dunno im letting a lot of friends slip away from me. sadly, i would really want to repair everything that ive broken in the past. someone told me that i take everything upon myself and its never my fault.. but i dunno. i blame everything on myself most of the time just because i cant help it and i feel that way.
i cant help but feel like second rate, boyfriend number 2, rebound best friend, rebound plan. i feel like im not appreciated enough and that everything i do is taken for granted. im ready to just give up the dumb best friend title if anything cause i feel like it never really meant anything to you. im ready to give up the VP title because i dont know if it will work out during the year. oh well.. ill probably regret saying all this but this is just how i feel. sorry
until next time!
