Sunday, August 30, 2009

i dont think youre beautiful, i think youre beyond it!

summer was some what of a waste but i actually enjoyed my memorable nights. you really have made this summer distinct from all the others. haha, july 25th is the business i guess. :]

ehh well, senior year just started for me and so far its been too chill. its chill to the point where i actually feel like doing work. oh man, im going to get super lazy this semester. choir is still the same, and im very proud of all the guys that are keeping up with all the experienced veterans. video and broadcasting is quite interesting with isabel whom i havent talked to since elementary. recently, she told me that ive bloomed. i wasnt quite too sure of what it meant but i think she was just trying to say that ive stepped out of my shy box. oh well, its senior year.. i mean who hasnt stepped out? well actually.. maybe i should take that back. english is quite the fun subject too with the all-star line up of robin, melissa, justin, EJ, &best friend lucyyy. thats wsuppppp i guess! hehe.
i end school with foods and nutrition. on friday, ms. stella addressed us about rats and mice being in the kitchen. O_O .. im sure no one knows this but im terribly afraid of rodents. fml. oh wells.. but all in all my schedule is sooo tranquil.
i think the welcome back assembly is coming up soon and i still havent learned the routine that show choir is performing. i kind of dont want to either, since it looks so hip-hop show choirish .. cheesy stuff. bleeh. well, ive come too far to be embarrassed about little things.
ayee.. ive been MIA. missing the walnut friends :[ im talking to cindy right now.. catching up.


be my baby, be my girl. be my $$horty, be my world. be my any and everything that i adore. :]

Wednesday, August 5, 2009

mass appeal

well, i just came up with a random title . . well actually i was listening to that song at the moment. summer has been SOOOO chill so far. i havent really done anything and i havent seen the people that i want to see. oh well i guess? it sucks knowing that i kind of wasted this summer and knowing that its the first summer where i can drive. i think driving just makes you realize how many things are unavailable to minors. or maybe its just me not knowing what to do. umm ive been dancing for a while and i really need some more improvement. i finally found my own session spot<33

this summer has been making me think too much. maybe im not ready for all of this? this is the closest ive gotten and to be quite honest, im a bit scared. a lot of older people have been telling me that im quite too young to be thinking about this stuff which i have taken into consideration. people have been telling me that im still young and that i should just live it up. but really, in the end, i dont want to be the one hurting anyone. "/

lately my cousin moses has been telling me how much ive grown up. in the same reference, i can say the same thing to him. i remember how shy and how anti social he was before the marines. right when he came back, he was a whole new different person. its crazy how much people can change in a period of time. well, senior year is coming up and im planning to live that shit up<33
i really wish i could just relive my high school years with the knowledge that i have now and just live up all 4 years and not putting them to waste. too bad wishes are fictional. thats pretty contradictory because i do the whole 11;11 thing thanks to JJ and frank. HEHE. everyone is a hypocrite<33

choir camp is coming up and im really not sure what to expect. Im vp of choir which means i have responsibility and i have to set an example. blah, thats pretty new for me since ive always been the follower and youngest in most of the groups ive been in including my family. i have to admit that im pretty psyched and im ready to learn new routines and vibe.
see everyone there! :D