mass appeal

well, i just came up with a random title . . well actually i was listening to that song at the moment. summer has been SOOOO chill so far. i havent really done anything and i havent seen the people that i want to see. oh well i guess? it sucks knowing that i kind of wasted this summer and knowing that its the first summer where i can drive. i think driving just makes you realize how many things are unavailable to minors. or maybe its just me not knowing what to do. umm ive been dancing for a while and i really need some more improvement. i finally found my own session spot<33

this summer has been making me think too much. maybe im not ready for all of this? this is the closest ive gotten and to be quite honest, im a bit scared. a lot of older people have been telling me that im quite too young to be thinking about this stuff which i have taken into consideration. people have been telling me that im still young and that i should just live it up. but really, in the end, i dont want to be the one hurting anyone. "/

lately my cousin moses has been telling me how much ive grown up. in the same reference, i can say the same thing to him. i remember how shy and how anti social he was before the marines. right when he came back, he was a whole new different person. its crazy how much people can change in a period of time. well, senior year is coming up and im planning to live that shit up<33
i really wish i could just relive my high school years with the knowledge that i have now and just live up all 4 years and not putting them to waste. too bad wishes are fictional. thats pretty contradictory because i do the whole 11;11 thing thanks to JJ and frank. HEHE. everyone is a hypocrite<33

choir camp is coming up and im really not sure what to expect. Im vp of choir which means i have responsibility and i have to set an example. blah, thats pretty new for me since ive always been the follower and youngest in most of the groups ive been in including my family. i have to admit that im pretty psyched and im ready to learn new routines and vibe.
see everyone there! :D